I Love You,

Tuesday, March 20, 2007

HII. Today was uber k0olx.
We had our retreat, & as usual, it was the school mission thing. That means that priests & a team of people would come & address our grievances, anger & all. It's like a reflection kinda thing. I shall skip all the boring parts, & go to the part where I talked to the counsellors, Jasmine & Ivan. I told them about my problems at home, & my friends. But they mainly touched on my mother & father. They put themselves in their shoes, & told me that they were sorry & they had their difficulties as well. Then they asked me, what would I say in return? I said, "I'm sorry I've let you all down. But I really want my freedom. I want my own room. I think I'm old enough to be able to look after myself. I want you all to trust me again." Then I forgot what they said already. & they both said they love me after that - are they still acting "possessed"? Hahh. I was crying like shit, & my tears went onto the floor as well. Hahaha. I felt even better when I approached Father to do some.. feeling the holy spirit in me thing, as Manky calls it. So he asked me to think of all my unhappy things, & then he grabbed my hand & squeezed it soo tight. Then he touched my forehead. Next thing I know, I was falling backwards. I mean, I felt really light & I saw a bright light flash through my mind. Then when I felt a pair of hands behind me, I realised I was back on earth. It felt REALLY good ((:
Miss JT made us stay back after school for half an hour or so because her period was the last period of the day, & she wants us to stay back. Like "It's my party, I can cry if I want to" lor. Knnbccb. I was damn pissed, but looks like Amelia's even angrier than me. She was complaining to me the whole day. =.=
So anyway, Gillian Marion Claudia Peishan Zoey Najla & I, headed to 7/11 to eat then we went for AA. We were pretty late. Haha. It was primary 5 Orchid today! Claudia & I were in charge of Cheryl & Jia Ping. Jiaping is seriously, seriously damn attitude can. I dislike her! SHE MADE ME HATE KIDS AGAINN DAMNIT. She said the pinchpot dice I made was DISGUSTING. & then she speaks so softly, no one can hear her, so whenever I go, "Pardon?" She'll "Never mind". WHAT THE FUCK JIA PING. Grrrrrrrrr!!!!!! FUck you! Gosh!
On a lighter note, Claudia & Peishan are damn smart. Claudia thought she lost her wallet & we were at 7/11, so we went back to school & then we found out that her walletS were in Peishan's bag. Goshhhhh.
Then we all went home at 6pm! :D

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Yeahh, I forgot to remove my nail polish AGAINSX. Hahh.

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