Omg shit! I just realised I haven't been going out lately & building up my eye degrees playing computer like shitxzs.
Okay, so I'm busy on the 30th! But what about 27th, 28th & 29th? I certainly do not want to stay at home while missing out the fun with my family in Thailand & face my weird aunt.
Shitz, I gotta ask people out. But who? Will he/she want to? Hahaha fuck, I'm weird!
Manky, Jenn & I were planning what to do on xmas eve last night on MSN & suddenly, they all went quiet. Haha. Looks like I'm gonna be alone on xmas night! ):
Never mind; Fear not Yuan May, you have me, your wine gums! Hohohohoho!
WTH?
What do you all catholics/christians/jews/islamics/blahblah do on christmas?
I have a new goal in my life! To celebrate christmas with winter! Probably I would go to America to find Sarah & spend xmas there with her 10 years later. Hahh.
I WILL go to America to spend xmas!!! :D :D :D Or Paris! Yay.
1 more week to school re-open. Omggg. My homework!!! Ahhhh.
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5:35pm, I have not sent the xmas cards to my maids! I bought one extra card, & was thinking of sending it to Sams, but I'm very lazy. So I'm gonna keep the card for next year. Yay.
It's like no one even wants to hear you speak.
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house.
That don't bother me.
I can take a few tears now and then,
And just let 'em out.
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while,
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me.
There are days every now and again,I pretend I'm ok,
But that's not what gets me.
What hurts the most was being so close,
And having so much to say,
And watching you walk away.
That don't bother me.
I can take a few tears now and then,
And just let 'em out.
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while,
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me.
There are days every now and again,I pretend I'm ok,
But that's not what gets me.
What hurts the most was being so close,
And having so much to say,
And watching you walk away.
An' never knowin' what could have been.
And not seein' that love in you,
Is what I was tryin' to do.
It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go.
But I'm doin' it.
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone,
Still harder.
Gettin' up, gettin' dressed, livin' with this regret,
But I know if I could do it over,
I would trade, give away,
All the words that I saved in my heart that I left unspoken.
What hurts the most was being so close,
And having so much to say,
And watching you walk away.
And never knowin' what could have been.
And not seein' that love in you,
Is what I was tryin' to do.
What hurts the most was being so close,
And having so much to say,
And watching you walk away.
And never knowin' what could have been.
And not seein' that love in you,
Is what I was tryin' to do.
Not seeing that love in you.
That's what I was trying to do.
And not seein' that love in you,
Is what I was tryin' to do.
It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go.
But I'm doin' it.
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone,
Still harder.
Gettin' up, gettin' dressed, livin' with this regret,
But I know if I could do it over,
I would trade, give away,
All the words that I saved in my heart that I left unspoken.
What hurts the most was being so close,
And having so much to say,
And watching you walk away.
And never knowin' what could have been.
And not seein' that love in you,
Is what I was tryin' to do.
What hurts the most was being so close,
And having so much to say,
And watching you walk away.
And never knowin' what could have been.
And not seein' that love in you,
Is what I was tryin' to do.
Not seeing that love in you.
That's what I was trying to do.
4:42 PM
