i'm going to blog about lotsa random stuff today.
it feels weird.
when nearly everyone i mix with is falling in love, and im not.
is that a good thing? i don't know.
manky has 3 admirers who said shes cute. ohhh, and they're totally weird people.
one is a fucking pervert. {he was grub's friend. he came to the filming that day and while i was talking to him, he seems to be looking at my chest area, ALL THE TIME. its like hes talking to my boobs than my face. perv!}
second one is andrew who has a girlfriend alr.
and the third one is this cheena dude whom she has never ever met but pranked her saying "i love you" and all. i was shocked okay. cause, to be honest, i didnt think she would have guys liking her. cause she makes guys hate her.
eunice likes shawniwoni. and i think shawniwoni likes her. i think they're secretly dating. she msgs him EVERYDAY i tell you! everytime, you can see her smsing someone. then when i look, she'll hide her phone away from me. CONFIRM IS SHAWNIWONIWONIWONI!
nat. hmm. a lot of admirers. kenneth mah. shawniwoni. more. sigh
audrey. eh, shes got a boyfriend from Raffles i think. name's daniel?
dandan. her leo baby.
my brother. {GAAAAAASP!!!} in love with a girl whos in canada and doesnt like him.
jennifer. ahh, a lot of admirers lah.
pshhhh.
peer pressure peer pressure.
i was thinking of derik today.
then i think think think, until i cried.
i think i miss derik. like, i wanna talk to him lah.
i think its true that when they say you'll remember you first love forever.
and i think i dont like ___ anymore. but i wanna know ____.
i haven't been eating a lot these days. cause i scared i eat wrong food, as im still recovering.
and maybe because i wanna have stomach ulcer and get all the unwanted attention from everyone.
haha, i'm crapping lah! im not like that. IMANICENICEGIRL!
sheeeeet. aud passed to nat our english project who passed to manky who passed to eunice, who is not in our group, who passed to ambra, who is also not in our group, and its lost.
LOST!
ughhhh. and they never pass to me. sad right!
i have an ahbeng neighbour living up upstairs. haha
dan's first pay check is to shop with meeeee!
hahaha! but i dont think she wants to do that. i think she should save it. yupp.
i can't believe she's going to be 17 next year. i was dreaming about our age gap.
like, when im 14 shes 17,
i 15 shes 18,
i 16 shes 19,
i 17 shes 20, etcetc.
she looks so old now! wonder how she'll look like when shes 20 mann. or even 60! hahahhaa.
fuck mann. im procrastinating again. i need to do my lit homework. i need to do my art. i need to do my maths. i feel so lazy now. aaaah.
i think amelia talks A LOT A LOT. and its damn lame. i wonder if she knows that shes lame.
i wanna hang out with mich, cherre & dan again. very long time never hang out with them. dan said the last time she hanged around with mich & cherre was last year. sad.
my brother told me about jervin. how he acts nice and all. i think i dont understand what he means, but i think jervin sounds like a hypocrite. and i agree, cause i dont like him. hes fucking irritating. and i know something that he doesnt know. wakakakaka.
i think im never proud in anything, but my friends, my body, my little talents and possessions. mmhmm. and im not ego. i just fake it.
i think jenny is a good friend. haha! she shares with me the good stuff, and maybe not a lot of bad stuff. and i think im a good friend too. HAHAHA! cause i help jenny order her yellow bag she wants, online. i good or not?
i needneedneed to learn guitar, badly. it has been on my mind all the time! okay, maybe not all the time. but i really wanna learn and then learn a few songs. then play it for my friends! [:
i think i take 6 mins to get over someone, or something. like when derik broke up with me, the second time, i cried for 6 mins then i plucked up the courage and scolded him. and when my crush likes my friend and my friend likes my crush, i feel sad for 6mins, then tell her she can go ahead and like him. ohh, shes not some crush stealer. shes good.
i wish i could love far away by nickleback forever. but sadly, i move on quite quickly, but not so fast too. i have to try to stop being sian of things very quickly. is there such thing?
chelsea and michelle tang used a penknife and slashed the whole magazine that dan gave to me for my D&T. ):
they were like, "LOOK! her face so perfect" slash "eeyur. the guy's too cute" slash "why his thing so big one?!" slash.
jealous people. -shakes head
i think that francine, though she looks boring, is damn funny.
i was standing in front of her during morning assembly, when she suddenly let out a long, cold breath. then she blew to my neck! then i was like squealing and laughing. SO COLD! and so shiver-y. hahahahaha! i keep laughing whenever i remember it.
and today, she was supposed to cut out the heels from this magazine, then she cut out the holes in between the heels. DAMN FUNNY! hahahahaha. shes so funny funny. she reminds my of garfield. all cat-ish looking, funny and bubbly. [:
i wonder why victoria beckham does porn ads when shes married. i think she treats david beckam like a dog. why?
i was reading this article from this magazine, when they said that victoria came back from overseas and david beckham was waiting for her at the airport. then she was talking on the phone, walking towards beckham. then when beckham saw her, he immediately opened his arms, expecting her to run towards him and hug him too, and smiled excitedly. but victoria just walked pass him, leaving all the luggage for him to carry for her.
i wish i wont have a hard future. like job and all. i worry a lot about that, even when im 13.
i think im changing my favourite song again. to sway by the perishers. its damn nice. i like slow romantic new songs. haha. im a hopeless romantic!
i hate my pinafore. cause the pleats keep getting messy and puffy. and then i have to neaten it every single second. manky says its because i have a slightly bumpy chest. i think so too! i was thinking, if i own a school, i'll change everything of it. i'll paint the walls black, limegreen, red, yellow & orange.
i think im like dan's life love story diary. she tells me everything that happens between her and her boys. haha. but i get to see eyecandies too! all of them are like, DAMNDAMNDAMN hott. but of course, i dont steal yuhh. is it a good thing if someone tells you about her and her lovelife? haha.
my bro lent me his mp3. so happy! haha. but i will own it when he buys a new one. then i'll have two mp3! hahaha. but i have to send his mp3 for repair, cause the sound delivery aint good. you have to twist and turn the earphone connector thing then can hear clearly. kinda irritating lah. but you can store a lot of songs in it! yupp.
i want to try the drink sex on the beach. is it a drink?
ooh, and some fried mars bar too. can someone make it for me? probably for my birthday? haha
i need some veronica mars. no, its not a mars bar. its a show. damn nice show.
i feel very lethargic nowadays. whats wrong with me?
im going to get a second serving of spagetti. dayuuum! its so yummy yummy.
i really think i lost quite a lot of weight. cause i can push my belt all the way down! [[[:
i be happy!
i think i can crap a lot.
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