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the day was boring.
boring boring boring.
i'd never thought i would find school boring.
but when exams are coming, i can NOT find school boring!
i have to study!
and yknow what? i CANT.
cause my father fucking uses the living room {where i study} everyday to MEDITATE.
MEDITATEEEEEE.
hes crazy! but i really think he needs it. in order to live longer.
bleah. i wish he doesnt.
i feel like doing my geog project for the whole group all of a sudden!
im so kind!
manky saw ____ in the morning!
then she ran all the way to the back of the class to call me.
but ____ was gone!
i be sad!
BUTBUTBUT. friday we're gonna have PE! and ____'s class is having the same lesson too!
yay!
OOH. going out with manky tmr to buy materials for art! anddddd, LADY'S BOXERS! hahaa! i wanna get one black satin lacy one. HAHA!
&!EXAM HOME TIMETABLE.
*TAKES EFFECT FROM FRIDAY ONWARDS.
FOR WEEKDAYS.
1400h-1800h} study and/or bathe
1800h-2000h} watch tv and bathe if never bathe yet
TRY} 2000h-2100h} read book!
if not, play computer from 2000h-2200h. sleep early!
NOT ALLOWED TO GO OUT MORE THAN ONCE! {oh, shit.}
FOR WEEKENDS.
SATURDAY.
from time i wake up, study for 4hrs? lol.
then playyy computer, watch tv, blahblah
SUNDAY.
from the time i wake up, study till 1700h.
then watch tv! and play comp!
SO, if you see me online or what, scold me!
NAHHHH, JOKING.
anyways,
CONFIRM PASS EXAMS ONE -coughcough
i dont think i can study that much.
however, i shall challenge myself. i wanna pass.
cause i dont wanna look back in secondary 2 and say, "oh, i could've done better", like how i thought of last year. im a failure.
should i take up maths tuition? i cant understand prisms. but for the rest, im cool.
but im so fucking lazy. ishouldstopthathabit. grr.
i dont wanna end up being a waitress at some ahpek coffee shop.
ugh, even the thought irritates me.
everytime she comes home shes so busy and tired.
she rushes home from work immediately and stops by toa payoh to buy lunch for me, when she knows im on a healthy diet.
then when she comes home, she'll ask me if i want. and my first reaction was "no"
what a fool i am! she went through all the trouble, and i say that to her.
goshhhh. and she didnt show pain or what.
shes a good mom.
i dont want to lose her.
i love her. i really do.
you see me cursing her and all. but i really love her.
she does all the housework.
she talks to my father but he ignores her.
she doesnt go shopping for herself.
she buys all of us the latest and coolest phones but she gets the most outdated ones.
she doesnt cry when my brother and i shout at her, but i know she cries when she goes to the toilet to cry.
then she'll come out, wiping her eyes and asking us if we wanna eat anything.
god, i just love her.
i don't why i lost your touch maybe i wanted to be loved too much
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