I Love You,

Wednesday, May 03, 2006

fuck this feeling.
im not happy.
grrrrrrrrrrrrah.

today was damn slack. wanne took over our reading period, koz no reading. sucha nicenice way to start a day mann! seeing her oily face. its so bright when the sun shines on it. really okay, i had to wear shades. hahaha, kidding. then mr tang came. went throught papers.. my head kept knocking the table. was damn tired. then geog, mrs tan was like punishing those who cannot answer questions by asking them to go to the front of the class & jump 3 times. -.- anywho, recess was antsy. yes, antsy (is there such a word?). sooo many ants larh! then i was like drinking my coconut juice & flicking 'em lil bodies off. so disgusting. then it tried to crawl into the plastic bag. never see ____ playing bball for so long! ): then rach came over, we discussed about the hohos. then we watched Empire of the Son/Sun. its about the WWII aka world war 2. iunno if the abbreviations are correct. owells, finished it finally, then mrs roch, OH GOD SHES SO BORING PLEASE! she asked us to play hangman. -.- anywho, we formed teams of ten & we called ourselves IMOS! i came up with it. hahaha, it stands for "IN MEMORY OF SARAH" geez, like shes gonna die like that. hey! it wasnt me who thought of the base. as in like ideas. t'was amanda yee. haha then i abbreviated it. whoo. then when we wanted to guess, mrs roch said NO! you cannot! must wait until all of the teams have given a letter. then i okay. then that UGHUGH elizabeth cow/kau/kow shouted out the answer & her fuging team got the point. then i was damn pissed. shes so unfair, my team hasn't given a letter & she let them have the point! FUCK MANN. then i quarelled with her. she keep giving stupid excuses! i mean, if you dont want us to score, SO BE IT! why stoop so low & break the rules so that that team can win?! I KNOW. WE ARE TOO PRO ALR, SO MUST GIVE CHANCE TO OTHERS.
IMOS RULES!
then during Lit we watched finish the Anne Of Green Gables. before that, ac eunice & i din know where to go for lit. koz we went to the AVAT room & theres no one. its like all black. then we walked around the school. then we were like pulling each other up the stairs (koz all of us have knee & leg problems). hahaha, then along the corridor we saw ms wanne teaching another class. then we choingggggggggg all the way to the next flight of stairs. & eunice had time to pull up her belt. -.- shes damn cute i tellya! she thought that she would kena suspension bkoz her belt so low. god, woman! ahhaha. OMGOMG. THEN, ON THE WAY, I SAW MICH & ____!!! AAAAH!then we smsed aud, ask her where is the class. THEN SHE TOLD US ITS A THE AVA. grrrh. then we walked back. see, we have SUCH GOOD friends. their classmates (us) missing, dono how to tell us. fuckkkkkkkkkkk. (see how my mood changes) then when we reached there, the show ended. HOW NICE! then we went back to class & i slept throughout. then maths, then when lesson ended, mich j & amanda yee were going to meet sarah outside school then i told them to wait, but nooooooo, they sped off.
fuck, its like as if im sucha nice person to leave out.
NO ONE LIKES BEING LEFT OUT, RIGHT?!
-sharpens pen knife
& that btard! i came home to find my laptop wires GONE! then i confronted him he call me what lan jiao.
IHATEYOUALL. but i guess i should be contented to have a roof over my head & bread everyday.

im gonna go study. i dont know what exam is tmr. im scared i forget to bring my stationary again, like English, & then cry koz sarah wont be there to lend me stationary. english exam day sucks A LOT. first, i woke up to ms wanne call. koz i was late, terribly late. & i did not take the late slip. then i couldnt find my pencil. i felt so heavy that i cried in class. then when i wrote finish my compo, i cried after i re-read it. it was about that day, the sams' broken cup day. yeh.

sarah, please don't go. class life will never be the same without you. you're the horny ass. lets be horny again, shall we? guess it'll never happen. ever. come back for us when you're back alright? wait, you're gonna come back right? i hope so. you're already absent but not gone & im alr so damn sad. goddamnit, why must your mom be so selfish?! maybe we should also put ourselves in her shoes. i don't know. i really don't know. love ya horny fuck!

5:47 PM